my eyes feel like they are burning
i am just not efficient
can sit here do the same thing ONE blimming essay for 8 hours,,,
inefficeint?? highly,. really ,,,, sucks big time,, i dont know if its because i waste time,,, or what,, i highly doubt that.
i can study the same set of notes so many times ,but then i dont absorb or get the same kai-qiao in the same amount of time.
i dont know if i am useless or what
i can;t even help people with their work
and i always have to ask peoeple for help.,.
am i the only pathethic soul struggling and the only person who seeks help;
haha. dumbass,
oh well no use self-pitying, jsut gonna study
i hope my effenciy improves. it sucks to have to read the same notes X 10..
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what we could have been, 9:36 PM.