Monday, April 19, 2010

super sian

whenever the exams come around i feel like dropping out of school

its not that i dont love what ilearn, i do, i do enjoy and find it interesting.

i really wonder, this course is so... general .. at the same time so niche......

if i graduate with this degree then what can i do ?

at the same time even though it looks like there is much to do,

but actually there is little i can do,

just plainly with my abilities.

what kidn of job description fits me?

for i have never imagined my self in such a field ever,

al i know is that i will always on the go and running errands.

i just know nothing close to an office job.

when i was younger i never imagined things to be anything near where i am now.

i always imagined a people orientated job,

health sciences or something to do with the media

but isn;t it quite strange to tink these now

ok just,,,,,,,,,,,

study for the exams and think later.

damn

people are not even thinking about tis then why are you ?

oman,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

just study damn it ,

i want to slash myself

i am such a mean person

i am not impressed by your laziness

i am not impressed by your pride

what we could have been, 4:43 AM.