Tuesday, June 29, 2010
even wikipedia has its take on how to be humble
very humbling experience,
i always feared this, and now that i know that people do see this weakness,
it makes me so scared,
becuase i always fear that my weakness can cost me things
cost me things such as friendships
but we should all know that our friendships should be based on very real things and not just hitngs like that, ,,, i should not be so insecure, and just trust that your friends will be ther to see you through and accept your weakness
oh oh
humility is something which i really need to learn,
im too insecure.
no reason to not humble myself. haha
ok ok time for CHANGE
self improvement :)
let it go forget it all : )
what we could have been, 8:24 AM.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
through this i;ve learnt
too much,,, to say,,
and even if i would write something extremely descriptive, i dont think it could depict the kind of emotions ,or thoughts that i experience right now,
haha
just so you know, for the past 2 semesters, i';ve joined the committee for a fac camp. haha.
its been an interesting experience i can say,well,, as for the camp, i;ve learnt about working with people. and also much about myself.
thats all i would say.........
going on..
when people talk about being skinny and their misconceptions i find it ludicrous , haha then they like to look at me in that look. haha but seriously i dont give a damn, because i am happy with the way i am . tho i have to admit that i;ve became a bit chubby during this holidays. due to unhealthy eating i;ve been busy but at least ive been having fun whilst being busy. such that i order takeaways and eat macas more often than i ever did. or so to say i;m eating more regularly than my normal 1.5 meals per day during the semester. haah thats why i can't resume a normal healthy diet. i gain too much weight doing that.
sians people keep laughing at me, Soemtimes i feel obligated to do stupid things so as to make people laugh but .haha as an oversensitive being sometimes, hhaha i think that i get hurt when people do so. haha the irony right u think a clown is ok with people laughing at them when they dont think so. But right my friend is , its just human nature they laugh at people's expense, haha and i can don't bother about damn comments lah. haha im still a nice girl. :)
umm just that it sucks cos they get carried away and make their own stupid jokes and have no clue about wot they are talking about. annoying shit.
lets see other than talking about the mundane things,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
lets talk about purpose.
haha
im always too emotional when i talk about that.
kns. hahaha
thats why i just chose to shove this thing aside for now.
ive been on this topic for the past5 years and i am still at nothing.
nvm, haha i will just keep this in a safe and access it when i want .
a mentality.
u get an A for chinese but cannot even do simple things like communicating or buying some food for some one or giving some instructions,, ( something useful just to say) ..
, i am seriously not impressed.
what we could have been, 7:07 PM.
