God please bring me out of this situation.
i;ve come to a point whereby,
someitmes i am so busy lookin out for why i have a reason to be disapponted with them
perhaps its becuase i do think this way, thats why i feel like that,''
or its that, becuase they really do think this way,
my firends are selfish no doubt,
but its ok
i am still trying to understand this phenomenon.
how does everyone becoem so self sacrificing for someone like That?
i still cannot understand
and i cannot undrstand why these people were placed in my life.
Everything happens for a reason,
i must be blind, i still cannot undersand the reason for these things,
soon, soon i will understand
what we could have been, 11:33 PM.