dear Lord,
do you see how desperate i am?
why can't i still hear you o God.
Why ?
if not, how can i ? or what should i do o lord,
God, how am i supposed to know what you say about someting when i can;t even hear from You,.
how would i konw what to work on if You dont tell me anything
God is it me, or is it you, or is it really just me ,
God i don't see how i am not trying my best,
God, i don't know what,,
Lord if i am dear open up my ears
if i am blind open up my eyes
if my heart is numb please let it be alive again,
God how do i keep it alive,
when i've prayed the same prayer every year and every day
but God, what am i suppose to change in this ?
if we don't change the way we do things we would definitely not see any change
yet , what portion must i change only you can tell me ,
God i am trying my bestest,
do You see it ?
if i really took a bet, yeah i think i am willing and i dont think i made a wrong choice. If i gain, i gain it all, if i lose, i lose nothing.
what we could have been, 11:33 AM.