Friday, September 17, 2010
people who you can let close to your life,
though you dont wish for the social norms to occur,
they do, thats the sad reality
and you dont esxpect people tohave the same kind of thinking as you
the one swho cna throw away all perceptions of a norm and just embrace the things they truly think and believe.
though i klearnt to let people close into my life,
i believe sometimes i make badd cfhoices which is why i keep the same few close friends,
yup, though i opened the possibility that you could have more friends who can share the heart with you, but ,,
haha, often more than not, thy can break your heart,
though they have this ability to mend it, they dont
and that shatters my heart so often haha
but its ok
cos i learn, every step at a time,
does not mean that i exclude everyone from myy lfie,
it just means that i have to pick wisely whom u let close into your life.
So i turned 20 today,
perhaps its not as exciting anymore, haha
but actually though i do behave like i am excited about things,
the novelty of birthdays have already ceased,, and for about many years i learn not to expect much anymore, haha
the less you expect, the more you;d be delighted with the simplest bit and simplest of all suprise or nice action.
yeah but today is no exception,
sometimes when people make you feel special and you feel undeserving u will just shy in one corner but you feel loved.
well, no maybe not for me cos sometimes we feel undervalued, or not worthy to be worthed.
haha
today a depressing thought struck me and i was totally like, expressionless,
sometimes just maybe the way i am ,
a social being,
haha just the same kind of sensitivity that i have towards other people
and that is upsetting, haha
on one hand hyou could blame me for being oversensitive...
haha
!! but its okkkkkkkk
Love until therei s none left to give
how do you keep loving without having love being added back to you
haha
my family sang a birthday song for me in te car park cos i was : ( that they didn;t sing loudly in the restaurant, HAHA
but thats hte family, and that is social etiquette HAHAHAHA
sigh,
everything to be loved the way it is ,
haha
i wish everyone happy! : )
love<3
though you dont wish for the social norms to occur,
they do, thats the sad reality
and you dont esxpect people tohave the same kind of thinking as you
the one swho cna throw away all perceptions of a norm and just embrace the things they truly think and believe.
though i klearnt to let people close into my life,
i believe sometimes i make badd cfhoices which is why i keep the same few close friends,
yup, though i opened the possibility that you could have more friends who can share the heart with you, but ,,
haha, often more than not, thy can break your heart,
though they have this ability to mend it, they dont
and that shatters my heart so often haha
but its ok
cos i learn, every step at a time,
does not mean that i exclude everyone from myy lfie,
it just means that i have to pick wisely whom u let close into your life.
So i turned 20 today,
perhaps its not as exciting anymore, haha
but actually though i do behave like i am excited about things,
the novelty of birthdays have already ceased,, and for about many years i learn not to expect much anymore, haha
the less you expect, the more you;d be delighted with the simplest bit and simplest of all suprise or nice action.
yeah but today is no exception,
sometimes when people make you feel special and you feel undeserving u will just shy in one corner but you feel loved.
well, no maybe not for me cos sometimes we feel undervalued, or not worthy to be worthed.
haha
today a depressing thought struck me and i was totally like, expressionless,
sometimes just maybe the way i am ,
a social being,
haha just the same kind of sensitivity that i have towards other people
and that is upsetting, haha
on one hand hyou could blame me for being oversensitive...
haha
!! but its okkkkkkkk
Love until therei s none left to give
how do you keep loving without having love being added back to you
haha
my family sang a birthday song for me in te car park cos i was : ( that they didn;t sing loudly in the restaurant, HAHA
but thats hte family, and that is social etiquette HAHAHAHA
sigh,
everything to be loved the way it is ,
haha
i wish everyone happy! : )
love<3
what we could have been, 7:35 AM.
