Monday, October 18, 2010
dear blog,
i am weak, and i not afraid to admit it,
its been hard, cos recently i guess i kinda over exposed a weakness that i had, and, um, iguess to some extent it makes me so vulnerable, at the same time, it can really strengthen something, like a friendsihp for instance,
its so scary sometimes, you never know whom you trust your entire, feelings and everything love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting them not to . i kinda totally agree with this statement right now, love does not mean just BGR or what not, it could just mean FRIENDS in general, and yeh i guess i really love my friends, haha
i guess i myself do not know what i can offer people in a friendship, i cam be kinda boring sometimes, haha but i dno, i guess only my friends can answer that, haha
well , no matter how badly one is being treated we must rememebr that we are all precious in God's eyes, and that we should not be undervalued. or discount ourselves from the best.
haha
aynway
good day.
gotta finish my assignments and
having this feelign of repulse out of my body just feels WAY better
and seiously perhaps like last week was the lowest i ever felt in my life, haha
good grief. haha
ok
i rather be angry than REALLY broken
thank you God.
thank you
i pray for your peace that surpasses all understanding
i pray for your wisdom to do the right things, and to handle the things in my life,
i pray for your love that fills me ,teach me how to Love
thank you for forgiving me, and that i forgive others,
God give me more opportunities to love. teach me to love others just how you love me,
God i have the faith that, my prayers were answered and that nothing can take it away from me. and i know that You are a father who loves us and not a kill joy as what we may think with our small perspectives.
Help me draw strength from you each day.
i pray oto hear from you everday God. give me ears like samuel that i may hear You.
in Jesus name i pray
Amen
i am weak, and i not afraid to admit it,
its been hard, cos recently i guess i kinda over exposed a weakness that i had, and, um, iguess to some extent it makes me so vulnerable, at the same time, it can really strengthen something, like a friendsihp for instance,
its so scary sometimes, you never know whom you trust your entire, feelings and everything love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting them not to . i kinda totally agree with this statement right now, love does not mean just BGR or what not, it could just mean FRIENDS in general, and yeh i guess i really love my friends, haha
i guess i myself do not know what i can offer people in a friendship, i cam be kinda boring sometimes, haha but i dno, i guess only my friends can answer that, haha
well , no matter how badly one is being treated we must rememebr that we are all precious in God's eyes, and that we should not be undervalued. or discount ourselves from the best.
haha
aynway
good day.
gotta finish my assignments and
having this feelign of repulse out of my body just feels WAY better
and seiously perhaps like last week was the lowest i ever felt in my life, haha
good grief. haha
ok
i rather be angry than REALLY broken
thank you God.
thank you
i pray for your peace that surpasses all understanding
i pray for your wisdom to do the right things, and to handle the things in my life,
i pray for your love that fills me ,teach me how to Love
thank you for forgiving me, and that i forgive others,
God give me more opportunities to love. teach me to love others just how you love me,
God i have the faith that, my prayers were answered and that nothing can take it away from me. and i know that You are a father who loves us and not a kill joy as what we may think with our small perspectives.
Help me draw strength from you each day.
i pray oto hear from you everday God. give me ears like samuel that i may hear You.
in Jesus name i pray
Amen
what we could have been, 8:01 AM.
