dear blog
i really want to cry,
i really really want to cry,
but no i cannot
i must suck those tears back all the way back in
i feel so so so so sad,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
i cannot believe that my close friend would choose to HURT me like that,i can just deny and say that no i am not hurt but yup
God please take this aching heart away,
ya, ok anyway i better do my stuff
i have 6 assignments due next week,
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what we could have been, 6:22 AM.