Saturday, October 16, 2010
HI BLOG
i am kinda stuck on my geology report,
-0- i spent the past TWO DAYS trying to dig out info on a COMMON COMMODITY apparently. and um the info is not so common on the WEB.
so um yeah i did get into a kinda rough patch with a good friend of mine and i cried quite badly the past two days and seriously i really thought i would lose my good friend. but friends who tide though bad times and friction stay together. yeah which has proven itself positive ( with stef haha)....
hugs and people make things better really,. sometimes we expect the very person who hurt us to be able to heal us,, but today, at church, pastor spoke about forgiveness. i was so tired that i almost fell asleep in service and my heart was aching so badly that i kept stef;s hand over my heart. haha kinda like an external band aid for an internal wound.
pastor mentioned something about this
just imagine this
the person who hurt you one day, just come to your house. and then apologises for every hurt that they have caused you and everything and want to make it up to you. But do you think that they can really make up for the thigns they put you through? tears you shed, the graduations that they missed, the wedding dinner that they didnt go, the abuse they put you through?...
nope.
.
there are 3 steps in which we can get over a hurt
1) identify whom you are angry with
2) determine WHAT they owe you. What did they steal from you? you;ve got to know what the debt is. What was taken from you?
3) decide to CANCEL the debt..
i forgive _________ and from now you;ve got to get rid of it .
though i was hurting hours ago, saying this prayer ,, i was still partially hurt.
haha i think i irritated dozens with it though. i was heart broken seriously.
i guess dealing with the pain would take sometime.
haha
but i am glad that God had interceeded for me , and that He rellyy gave me what i prayed for last year.
Thank God.
im also so thankful for my church mates, who tell me that they are there with me always.
haha i keep saying this, that i;d rather have external wounds which one can see and try to do somethign about it, than an internal wound which no one can see and that you can't really do anyhtingabout it. but i guess the only person who has access to that internal wound, would be Jesus,
sometimes people dont see the worth of a crushed up bill. butab its still valuable. we shouldn't let one person;s actions towards us determine our value. We are valuable and loved and Jesus loves us enough to Die for us.
what a week.
chionging starts later.i better sleep first. haha
bye~
i am kinda stuck on my geology report,
-0- i spent the past TWO DAYS trying to dig out info on a COMMON COMMODITY apparently. and um the info is not so common on the WEB.
so um yeah i did get into a kinda rough patch with a good friend of mine and i cried quite badly the past two days and seriously i really thought i would lose my good friend. but friends who tide though bad times and friction stay together. yeah which has proven itself positive ( with stef haha)....
hugs and people make things better really,. sometimes we expect the very person who hurt us to be able to heal us,, but today, at church, pastor spoke about forgiveness. i was so tired that i almost fell asleep in service and my heart was aching so badly that i kept stef;s hand over my heart. haha kinda like an external band aid for an internal wound.
pastor mentioned something about this
just imagine this
the person who hurt you one day, just come to your house. and then apologises for every hurt that they have caused you and everything and want to make it up to you. But do you think that they can really make up for the thigns they put you through? tears you shed, the graduations that they missed, the wedding dinner that they didnt go, the abuse they put you through?...
nope.
.
there are 3 steps in which we can get over a hurt
1) identify whom you are angry with
2) determine WHAT they owe you. What did they steal from you? you;ve got to know what the debt is. What was taken from you?
3) decide to CANCEL the debt..
i forgive _________ and from now you;ve got to get rid of it .
though i was hurting hours ago, saying this prayer ,, i was still partially hurt.
haha i think i irritated dozens with it though. i was heart broken seriously.
i guess dealing with the pain would take sometime.
haha
but i am glad that God had interceeded for me , and that He rellyy gave me what i prayed for last year.
Thank God.
im also so thankful for my church mates, who tell me that they are there with me always.
haha i keep saying this, that i;d rather have external wounds which one can see and try to do somethign about it, than an internal wound which no one can see and that you can't really do anyhtingabout it. but i guess the only person who has access to that internal wound, would be Jesus,
sometimes people dont see the worth of a crushed up bill. butab its still valuable. we shouldn't let one person;s actions towards us determine our value. We are valuable and loved and Jesus loves us enough to Die for us.
what a week.
chionging starts later.i better sleep first. haha
bye~
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