dear blog,
i feel a lot less cheap,
i actually feel valued,
thsi guy is so serious
he is so sweet, i cant; break his heart,
thats how i love him, i love him enough not to break his heart,
yeah
i also fear the time i will say i love you
then it would be so hard to let go
but i trust God that iif its meant to be, it will happen,
in a matter of 5 or 6 years perhaps
he will become a man of God
a man after God;s heart
and in the same way, if he still has a heart that is so deeply in love and if i were to really reciprocate it and God allows it,,,
then, we will have a life together,
that is ideally. haha if God placed this perfect man in my life
yup
for now i cannot wait to see how God will change his life
its going to be an exciting journey
what we could have been, 9:27 AM.