Thursday, November 18, 2010
hey,
i can really sense his sincerety
and i can tell, when he says he really loves,
thinks,..
i can tell...
the look in his eyes when i tell him that i can't eat
the seriousness in his voice
something so enchanting about that look,
when he makes a promise
something bout it ,, that makes me beleive,
though all these things and promises will need time to fufil
i think i will grant him this chance,
haha,, of course many poeople may think like
" dno if can trsut guys or not, cos in the beginning they say thigns like they love you and that you consume their mind and things like that"
can you tell me ? can beleive guys or not ,
hard to say rightm, becasue not all guys are like that
and one who can keeop his peace becasue he respects that theyare of different religion.
one who says he will be happy if she found smoeone else
one who says that he felt really bad that she was hurt
one who says that he is lucky
one who can say that he wants to take care of her for the rest of her life,
one who regrets that" he is not born a christian"
can i tell you how sweet he is?
how he respects me in suhc a a special way
that he does not expect anything from me
haha,
and cutely, though, how he guides my hand to write a chinese word that i cant. AHHA
are you serious?
i dont know man
but he keeps reassuring me,
haha i know he can sense my disbelief;; but yeh i know he knosws that time and situations will tell
i mean i am inexperienced ou want to tell me your experience? did someone promise you so much and then just eventually becomes a jerk like that haha
i did hear of one incident tho, he likes her. she doesntt. she eventually does. halfway he does not want to continue this,
now that a jerk
\
but somehow just as my friend i do trust him, that he is not one
though sometimes he does behavee like one, haha but i can tell he doesn;t mean it
by taking a risk and taking calculated steps.
i beleive that when things happen we have a trust that will remain regardless.
no matter what happens he my best friend and i his best friend
caouldn't bel.ieve it at first
how can someone say he loves her
so hard to beleive
it took her like 19 years to even accept and love herself
and 1 year for her best friend to love her?
really? wow..
but you know all my life i never expected people to do things for me
and i alwys give in to peopl
and for one to want to give in to me its just too amazing for me to believe <3
haha
but judging from my style.
if he is willing to give and work hard like that
next semeseter i am willing to take up an equally busy life just to show him that all these things are possible.
sigh,
God though i don't raelly know you too well
i pray i can know you even better
and i pray that as he knows you too,
i know that you will change his life
and i pray that when he knows you that God you revela yourself to him too! and that you have been the joy in my life and that you guide our paths and that you guide his paths too.
and in years to come
if you say yes and when it is your timing and you allow us
thank You.
for now, i dedicate my youthinto yourr hands
knowing that You are in full control of every situation in my life.
in Jesus name i pray
Amen,
i just want the exams to be over
come on baby just studyyyyyyyy! HAHA
i can really sense his sincerety
and i can tell, when he says he really loves,
thinks,..
i can tell...
the look in his eyes when i tell him that i can't eat
the seriousness in his voice
something so enchanting about that look,
when he makes a promise
something bout it ,, that makes me beleive,
though all these things and promises will need time to fufil
i think i will grant him this chance,
haha,, of course many poeople may think like
" dno if can trsut guys or not, cos in the beginning they say thigns like they love you and that you consume their mind and things like that"
can you tell me ? can beleive guys or not ,
hard to say rightm, becasue not all guys are like that
and one who can keeop his peace becasue he respects that theyare of different religion.
one who says he will be happy if she found smoeone else
one who says that he felt really bad that she was hurt
one who says that he is lucky
one who can say that he wants to take care of her for the rest of her life,
one who regrets that" he is not born a christian"
can i tell you how sweet he is?
how he respects me in suhc a a special way
that he does not expect anything from me
haha,
and cutely, though, how he guides my hand to write a chinese word that i cant. AHHA
are you serious?
i dont know man
but he keeps reassuring me,
haha i know he can sense my disbelief;; but yeh i know he knosws that time and situations will tell
i mean i am inexperienced ou want to tell me your experience? did someone promise you so much and then just eventually becomes a jerk like that haha
i did hear of one incident tho, he likes her. she doesntt. she eventually does. halfway he does not want to continue this,
now that a jerk
\
but somehow just as my friend i do trust him, that he is not one
though sometimes he does behavee like one, haha but i can tell he doesn;t mean it
by taking a risk and taking calculated steps.
i beleive that when things happen we have a trust that will remain regardless.
no matter what happens he my best friend and i his best friend
caouldn't bel.ieve it at first
how can someone say he loves her
so hard to beleive
it took her like 19 years to even accept and love herself
and 1 year for her best friend to love her?
really? wow..
but you know all my life i never expected people to do things for me
and i alwys give in to peopl
and for one to want to give in to me its just too amazing for me to believe <3
haha
but judging from my style.
if he is willing to give and work hard like that
next semeseter i am willing to take up an equally busy life just to show him that all these things are possible.
sigh,
God though i don't raelly know you too well
i pray i can know you even better
and i pray that as he knows you too,
i know that you will change his life
and i pray that when he knows you that God you revela yourself to him too! and that you have been the joy in my life and that you guide our paths and that you guide his paths too.
and in years to come
if you say yes and when it is your timing and you allow us
thank You.
for now, i dedicate my youthinto yourr hands
knowing that You are in full control of every situation in my life.
in Jesus name i pray
Amen,
i just want the exams to be over
come on baby just studyyyyyyyy! HAHA
what we could have been, 11:03 AM.
