intimacy is left for your spouse...
if you are intimate with someone else to her than her,
then its not fair to her and its not fair to her next time,
that day i should have stopped you ;;
even though i liked the feeling but actually
after that i felt really cheap.
: T cos i hav no feelings i really feel like an object after that.
i am really sorry i let you touch me,
humans are physical creatures,
even if i felt like i like the feeling when you touch me,
but actually when you kiss me, i feel very,
cheap.
yeah but God does not want me to use this shame, and guilt to ..
consume me and He forgives me and i thoguht i should let your know.
sigh if you really love me then don't touch me.
what we could have been, 9:04 PM.